Here’s a thought:
Would you, knowing you truly - inner thoughts and emotions and all - want to be with yourself? Would you allow yourself to be vulnerable to inconsistencies of you?
If I’m being honest. I wouldn’t bet on myself to count to be emotionally consistent in a relationship…
I’m not sure how I feel about that.
Now when I say this, I digress that I am a completely faithful lover in regards to physically and in the sense of “having eyes for” that one person at a time. However, my soul remains to scream it’s neverending itch of discontent for an unsourceable factor. That maybe it’s best that I should be alone.
But I know if that’s how I am, then I shouldn’t expect anything different from anyone else. And I suppose I’m okay with that.
It’s just a bit lonely having that introspective on life and relationships..